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Sunday, May. 28, 2006 - 7:53 a.m. Love Those Hormones!
Sometimes
I cannot get over the fact that I am someone's Mommy. When I say "get
over," I mean, at times I look at Travis and can hardly believe he is mine,
that I made him, that he is totally and utterly beautiful, that I am his whole
world, and that he loves me unconditionally. To get those spontaneous, sweet
little hugs from him, just because he feels like it can put a smile on my face
no matter my mood. And now that he is interacting with his world in ever
changing new ways, just reinforces the tenant of which I once had so little
faith, that yes, I DO have a purpose in this world. I once wrote in this
journal, "Who knew you could love someone so much?" and I still think
that. You can be in love with your husband, love your parents, brothers,
sisters, dogs, cats, but none will you love like you do your child. And as much
as toddlers can be a pill, I think I will cherish these particular days above
all others, especially when he becomes an angsty, testosterony teenager and one
day screams at me, "I HATE you Mom! Fuck off!"
So
having said all that, and its true, I am all hormonal, I suppose its OK to let
the cat out of the bag in a public post that Travis will be a big brother come
the middle of January. I am eagerly awaiting all the pregnancy unpleasantries,
but have been blissfully devoid of any morning sickness! We shall see if it sets
in. If not, then I am one lucky mom/mom-to-be! Song
Virus du Jour: My rumbling preggo hungry tummy. Useless
Trivia du Jour: Trying to do improv whilst newly pregnant is extremely
difficult. I'm glad I didn't look like an ass when I was doing my demo at
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More updates on another blog home. - Wednesday, Feb. 06, 2008 Where are my zzzzzz's? - Thursday, Nov. 08, 2007 Halloween '07 - Friday, Nov. 02, 2007 Hallween is All Good! - Wednesday, Oct. 31, 2007 |
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